Am I Even Real？

Kept the worst theories from new york
On our last day
Spaceship had been oversold, sure
That's that
Felt like we were melting there, not speaking
I guess the only way is done
Don't you wanna leave me now
Stop my staring over head
We were something of a dream, you know
Well, last year was hell
Don't you wanna know me honestly or
I never want to mess up
My familiar hands on your back
It's only me am
I even real am
I even real am
I even real