What If Everything Turns Out Fine

I wake up thinking 'bout tomorrow,
before I've even lived today.
Making plans for things that might go wrong,
trying to keep the pain away.
Always looking for an answer
to a question in my mind.
Spending all my days just worrying
about a future I can't find.
But what if everything turns out fine?
What if the sun comes out in time?
What if the things I'm scared to lose
were never mine to choose? What if I put my fears aside
and let myself enjoy this life?
I've spent so long expecting rain.
What if everything
turns out fine?
I keep waiting for the right time,
for everything to fall in place.
Thinking I could make life better
if I just picked up the pace.
But every time I reach tomorrow,